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FICTION Orbits: A Jester's Tale by Jaq Greenspon For
Aren - the man who taught me to juggle.
"The
city has always been here. No one can remember it coming
into existence and no one can foresee it eroding away."
I
walk down the street and the children
beseech me to tell them a story. It is all I am good for these days,
to tell the avenue's brood about the exploits of my past. True, I am
still the Jester to the king but there have been so many kings my job
no longer holds the same thrill it did so long ago. What little
pleasure I derive from living such a long, rich life comes from these
momentary diversions - my tales if you will - to those whose
grandparents could not remember my post ever occupied by any other
fool.
"Please,"
the little ones cry. "Tell us all of a legend of the past, from
when you were our age."
I
smile and sit on the stoop which has been cleared for me. When I was
their age the world was a much younger place, but I sit and let my
mind wander back to that age. The age I was when I first put on the
outfit which was the uniform of my foolish career. The age I still
retain in appearance but not in wisdom. I decide upon any of several
tales, any of which would be entertaining and fulfill the obligations
I have accepted by sitting. I open my eyes and look into the faces of
my waiting audience, slowly deciding which web to weave, when I see
the boy across the street. And the solitary game he is playing.
The
boy is throwing balls high into the sky above him, three balls, and
catching them again. His arms creating the most wonderful circular
patterns in the air. He is juggling. An art I have not practiced in
many, many years, yet I am sure the skills would come back to me
quickly. As I recall, I learned the art quickly also. And then I know
which tale to tell, and it is none of those I had previously thought. I
again close my eyes and start my story. It starts with an accident...
I
covered my head with my arms as the glass from the window I broke
rained down around me. I knew my teacher would not be pleased with me
when he discovered the shattered pane. I was hoping it would go
unnoticed for a time. It was not to be. Even before the last shards
had settled on the cobblestone floor, I could hear my teacher's heavy
footsteps walking slowly down the stone steps. I still had hope he
would not notice.
.
"Boy."
He said plainly and I was sure he was
angry with me.
I
knew he expected no response but I was young and proud, I answered
him anyway. "Yes?"
He
waited until he had completed the staircase before continuing to
question me. "How many
balls?" "Five."
"And
how many had you mastered?" "Three. "
"So
the others were flying around your head
without direction? It is now easy to see what happened. This was not
your doing." He pointed towards the cracked open portal to the
outside world. "How can you be held responsible for what your
juggling balls did while they had no master."
He
smiled at me. I was still in trouble, at least with him, but I knew
he wouldn't tell the king. I sheepishly smiled back. "I suppose
you should clean the mess before someone sees and makes the wrong
assumption about the guilty party." I nodded my agreement and
fetched the broom.
When
I returned my master was gone. I knew he would leave me to clean my
mess and would be gone until nightfall when he came to retrieve me
for the night's pageant at which I would be one of the entertainers.
I put the broom in the comer near my resting stool and picked up the
three most colorful of my five sawdust-filled bags. The glass
crunched under my feet as I tossed three in the air. I would get to the glass later, now I wanted to practice. She would be at the pageant and I wanted her to notice me. True, she and I had already met, I had even saved her life once but she still hadn't seen me. I was a Fool in love with her and, even though she was the second daughter of the King, I wished her to be mine. I knew, deep down in my soul, if I could impress her enough with my wit and talent and skill she would take me to her father and pronounce her foolish love in front of him and all the court.
The
three balls in my hands flowed gracefully through the air, creating
a fountain of vivid movement. A fourth lay in the glass splinters at
my feet. I balanced on one leg and kicked the fourth ball high into
the air. As it played out its arc down into my hands, I tossed
another ball high and let the new one take its place in the pattern.
I kept this up, one in the air while the other three jumped from
hand to hand, for a decent time. This is where I was when I added
the fifth ball and created the mess I was now standing in. I decide
to try it again.
"Boy."
I
hadn't heard my master come back in, but
no one else called me that. I let the three balls in my hands drop
together and the fourth a moment later when I wasn't there to catch
it. I turned to accept my punishment but it wasn't my master
standing there.
"Boy,
you didn't have to stop the pretties on my account."
The
man was dressed as I was, in a fools outfit, but as mine was as
colorful as my balls, his was red. All red. From collar to ankle,
crimson to scarlet. He smiled at me. I smiled back. He had a
juggling sack tied to his belt, like the one my master wore. It
bulged with substance. He noticed the unused broom, took a seat next
to it and untied his pouch. When he opened his mouth to speak, I saw
teeth whiter and straighter than any I had seen.
"My
boy, my foolish boy. You didn't clean your clutter. A good sign of
one who wants to fritter away his time studying an art for which he
has no talent." He reached into his sack and pulled out three
balls. They were all of a uniform color, a different one for each.
One was a dull gray, full of pock marks. One was a brilliant
yellow/orange that seemed to glow. The last was vibrantly blue with
pocks of green.
He
started tossing them, effortlessly, in one hand. The other hand he
used to gesture. "As you can see," he said, indicating his
outfit. "I too am a jester for a King. He sent me here to talk
to you, Boy. We fools...we have to stick together. You never know
the danger that can befall clowns of our great stature." He
yawned. The circular pattern of the balls was never anything less
than perfect.
I
didn't know of any Kingdoms where the royal colors were all the
shades of crimson. I didn't even know of any other kingdoms. As far
as my master was concerned, I was the only jester in the world.
"Who are you? Where are you from?" I asked the stranger.
"I
am just a wandering minstrel from a far away place. This," he
indicated the blue ball, "this is where they know me and where
they worship my King. Would you like to visit?" Before I could
answer, the ball was flying through the air at me. I caught it...
then almost dropped it again as I felt its wetness. It was as if the
ball were made of cohesive water. It trickled through my hands and
droplets landed on the floor. |