Page 11 May 1978
"Would
you care to stop and share my quiet place?", he asked, "There
are not so many of them left these days." The
lady sat down beside Caphir and looked at all the balls and rings.
"What are these things?", she asked. "The tools of a
juggler's trade," answered Caphir.
"This
one is so beautiful, it must be very special," she said and she
picked up Caphir's heart and held it in her two hands. Caphir
looked at her for a long time and at his heart cradled in her hands. He
had not looked at his heart for many years. Now he saw how the rough
treatment had gradually polished it like a stone from a stream bed. It
had a deep patina, had grown rich and shown like a jewel.
"You
can see it?" whispered Caphir. "Of course," she answered
with wonder in her eyes. "How could one not see a thing so
completely lovely?" ''You
should have it then," said Caphir, "But there is this silver
chain and..." "I know," she said, "But that makes it
all the more wonderful."
Caphir
was astounded. It had been a very long time since he had dared to dream
that such a thing could happen. He remembered that once there was a
dark-eyed lady who could read the stars and read eyes. She had
said she knew his heart was there, tumbling along in the dust, but that
like the rest of the world, she could not see it.
She saw only its reflection in his eyes. There were some few others who
could see its shadow, but nothing and no one like this. Caphir
looked back at the lady beside him. Gently she placed his heart in his
hands. "Here," she said, "You will need this when you
juggle, for other s should still try to see. Besides, all of us have a
kind of chain, so we cannot give our hearts completely to anyone. But I
will stay with you because I have
looked for a very long time for a man who had this special thing." Caphir
touched her hair and smiled, "But why have I not found you
sooner?" he asked. "Because," she replied , "You did
not come often enough to the quiet places, nor did you look closely
enough at the quiet people. Some of us live very ordinary lives. We can
do nothing unusual. Our only talent lies. in our ability to love those
who have exceptional hearts and exceptional love."
Caphir
stretched out his hand and let the sun glisten off his heart as he held
it. For all he had suffered, he was deeply happy that he had chosen to
keep this unusual gift. He knew that there would be more pain in his
life, that his heart would take a few more bumps and jolts.
But
now they would not be taken alone. There was someone who could share and
understand his capacity for joy and sorrow, his compassion and love. The
light moved softly in the quiet place and Caphir stood up. He gathered
together the balls and the rings and clubs and he reached out his hand
to the lady.
Together they slowly walked away with Caphir's heart bumping along behind them. |